5th Group

The afterglow of the light experience stayed with me all week. I was excited to head back to class to try again. Unfortunately I didn't get close at all. I tried all sorts of tricks to slip into the meditative state including trying to visualize the light without success. I was struck by something one of the guides had mentioned at a prior class. "The more you try to create a certain experience, the more it eludes you". This was definitely the case this time, but my attempts to relax and let whatever happens, happen, did not work.